Soul Song

We had promised each other,
We would dream together
Your music to my song
But promises faded away
I got lost on the way
We put ourselves first
And together was just
Staying under one roof
I am to blame as much
As conversations dried up
The mental juice needs to flow
For the emotions to be aglow
I will find my way back
Through the fog of self-fulfilment
For the music of my soul
Needs only your songs

Musings of Misery

We keep bumping into each other
In the vastness of this little house

I found a way to your heart through your eyes
You found a way out through my tears

In kalopsia I wonder
What if I had smiled
At a different stranger

Her obsession led
To the destruction
Of what she deeply desired

While bleeding out
I realised, the chinks
In my armour
Were made by you

She taught him to love
He left her for love

When we promised each other
Nothing would come between us
We had not factored in silence

Back in time

Consciously detached from myself
I watch the drama within
How do I rewrite myself, my journey?
Without my own consent
How do I go back in time?
To repeat my mistakes, love in double shots
The lines written for me,
How do I redirect them?
The paths I chose for myself,
How do I traverse them again?
Unconsciously how do I let go?
The pain that shackles me
The cries of my soul, the laughter
Memories that make me, break me
How do I meet you again?
To keep you in that dream
From which I wished I never woke up