Trapped in my body I still

Search for what? I know not

Through the hazy lanes of confused mind
I roam around aimlessly, dazed
What am I searching for? I know not
For I lost myself long ago
In the sweaty crowds on busses and trains
I learned to push and get my way
But I left my thoughts behind
In a hurry to get to my place of rest
In the corridors of my hostel
Talking to floor-mates, laughing hollow
Lost is my laughter shared with my friends
Deep sounding and mellow
I search for my lost values
As I mechanically type words
The computer screen black and white
Reflecting my state of mind
Trapped in my body I still

Search for what I know not